Tomorrow the mrs is going to visit her Mother for mother’s day. This floods me with a whole host of feelings –
– I am sad she is going away
– I am anxious that her mother will make her upset and start to doubt herself and our relationship
– I am pleased that I can spend the weekend with B
– I am guilty about being pleased (and about not doing it more often, and about being guilty)
– I am bittersweet that its mother’s day and others will be able to enjoy the presence of their mothers and children.
Onwards and upwards… its B’s birthday on monday. 🙂