I know that staying in bed with the mrs when you have been away for 4 days seems like the best thing in the world – but going to the Dr matters. 4 days without pain meds and 2 without mirtazapine is stupid. You have battled this far to not feel like a complete failure for taking the meds, so take them.
You Hurt and You Hurt.
Lesson: – Don’t ignore the Dr.- Just go get the bloody pills!